| Location | Leeds |
| Age | 34 years |
| Cause of Death | Overdose |
| Date of Birth | 7/1972 |
| Date of Death | 3/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,980 since 29/01/2008 |
| Creator |
On 19/03/07 nigel paul cliff my boyfriend of 4 years passed away.He was 34 and would have been 35 in 13 days of his death.Nigel was a fun loving guy kind and caring soft and gentle at heart and loving in his own ways.When he wanted to be.He loved football his favourite team was LUFC.And boy he lived for leeds united.It was his favourite of all time.Elland road was his shrine he worships it like a god.He lived with me at 30 brooklyn street in armley.We lived a happy go lucky life together. We did have are moment's of conflict though.We needed are heads banging together as i we couldn't live with or without each other.But all in all it was great living together.It wasn't till january i found out i was pregnent.We werent getting along so i moved out of our home and left him.It wasnt until 4 weeks later the police told me the news of finding nigel at our house.I was horrified my whole life ended i didn't know what do the only man i loved and a adored had completely gone and i couldn't come to terms that i'd never see him again.Nigel was funny he was charming,handsome.The thing that attracted me to him was his eyes they were the most gorgeous blue i'd ever seen.He had his moments all in all i loved the man he was my 1 true love and will alway's be in my mind.I will always love him.I know i have a beautifull little girl to him.she's the most precious thing in my whole life.Im blessed to have her i have named her demi louise cliff junior.He will always shine on in her as shes looks the double of him.Nigel was the bestest lover of all i remember all the good times.We had not the bad.He used to love chilling out and watching footy on the box curled up on the sofa next to me and ikawoowoo.Espessially saturdays and sunday.I dedicate this page to my no1 man of all time nigel paul cliff.My darling boyfriend my soulmate.Rest in pease babe god bless you we will meet again one fine day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx feel free to leave your condoleneses or light a candle i wont mind thanks stephanie.
each day go's by
hey my sweet no1 man i still think of you lots as every day gos on i feel so lonley at times i think of you.i am finding life a struggle at the minute eg money and finding love again cant seem to get it right sarting to think im no good.hopefully i will heel my wounds and stop been so down i dont know i tend to switch of alotand go into shutdown mode .i get days when i see something that reminds me of you 1 thing that is with me is one special person our little girl well she is the spitting image of you i am telling you now she even has your attitude lol.she is in nursery now and loves it although she has had few times off due to getting flu and germs it gos round schools alot.she is starting in september full time our baby girl is getting big its like she growing up so fast willhate when she older what with bfs i willlock her in her room.it would off been funny if you were still here i think youd have been very protective of her i can just see you both going to football matches togehterl ha .i miss you loads you know it kills like crazy i was sat litening to some cds i had found of ours and our song by jlo hold you down i couldnt help but cry thought about happy times togehter miss each time we had .i just want to heal my heart for once rather than getting so far for someone to let me down in love been messed about babe two much none of them compare to my nigel.anyway babes demi is on one gotta go see to her and tell her to chill.i will tell her before she gos to bed tonite that your watching over her as i know you are .sweet dreams my no1 man my lover my life my soulmate my best friend nite nite baby love you forever untill we meet again ill blow you a big fat kisss all the way from me to you in heaven make sure you catch it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
het baby
well its 01.33 in the morning and im still awake demi is laid at the side of me dreaming away hush lullayby baby .im sat here reminising on the good old days of our happiness n love we shared together sat thinkin why did god take you just like that without no goodbyes no kisses or any cuddles just your gone in a instant flash then it becomes very clear to me after some years that your never coming back .all i can say is we made something precious and that was our demi shes my life my world and i want to thankyou baby for giving her to me .she is my whole world and so reminds me of you she even has your attitude and stammer and even a little bit of a hooligan at times lol.demi has the same eyes as you same nose ears and ees and when i look into the light she got ginger eyebrows like yu had talk about father and mini me daughter look a like you could have never said she wasnt yours far from it shes the spittin image of what i have in my memory of you,anyway cant stay up all nite long as tupac says thats just the way it is things will never be the same im out kights out and of to bed with our princess to keep me safe watch over her for me and protect her from harm love ya long time nigey boy sweet dreams darling until we meet again ill keep my memory of you in my head until im gone .nite nite xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
IF ONLY
I close my eyes
think maybe if i pray hard enougth
everthing will be ok
ill open my eyes
and ull be smiling down on me
maybe if i wish hard enougth
the last two years will just dissapear
and youll be here
laughting with me just like before
everything like its always been
not all this pain
here as if it could replace you
as if i could ever be the same.xxxxxx
missing you forever
m orning babe demi just woken me for her brekkie.sprry i domnt come on as much as i try not to as it hurts when i do brings back sweet memories wen i see your pics.well i keys to knew house monday im so exicted a house i can bring demi up in and keep her safe and i know ul watch over us both and keep us safe in are new surrounding just wish you were moving with us tobe a family as we planned.you only in my my head and mind now thats what i know and ive got demi to remind me ov you she the spitting image ov you babe i call her my mini nigel every1 comments on her big blue eyes the same as you she got your eyes.she just sat on sofa switching tv over she thinks she owns the remote ha ha little madam but i love her more than life you gave me sumat special our baby gal is pricious cos we made her just wish you coul be hear for real to wacth her take her first steps she can walk about allover shes into almost everything.so im going now until next time il put pen to paper at sumpoint wen i get chanse love you my no1 man youl always be the first and the last man i love most in my life nite nit sweet dreams mwah kisses from you baby gal demi and your piglet wifey stephyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Missing you babe
Its been a while now that you were taken from me.its saturday 16th im sat on the sofa remnising about wat cud have been.well i got gud news for u i got me n demi are own house a palace .finaly .i luv u lots ur Steph missin u always n forevaxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
a kiss sent to heaven
hey babes i know it has been a while i just had a lot on my mind can you guess you yes my heads mushed up at the mo all i can think about is you and the day at your funeral it haunts me seeing it all just flash by me wen you came round that corner.its hurts to to know you aint ever coming back and its been hard latley as its been a year now youve been gone wish you were home with me and demi.i love you ya know that i always did i you knew it so much .i did owt for you .still miss the good times you made me and my life compleet in the end we prodused a beutiful little baby girl i wish you was here to see her say her say dad dad and ma ma shes pretty cool but hey i know you can see her and here her .look over her for me wont you keep her safe for me.ika is missing his dad too he is a greddy pig lol he will eat owt that i eat .toddy and nicky got internet on and i told em about your page i set up for ya so you will probly be getting a few extra messages on for you as we think your special they miss you lots too the trio are doing good it was jessy bday other day lol shes ace .remember wen she used to talk to you all the time wen we went over she loved ya did little jess i know she was your fav .hey if you was stil ere youd have it all to cum from your little baby girl .anyway remember i miss you and i will never forget about you till the my final day until that day save a space up there for me only the best for me as you knew .we will be together .love you babes my no1 man you were the bestest lover il ever have .ok gonna go now tierd need to go chil out so for now love you nigel nite nite sweet dreams your piglet stephanie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
DADDY
hello daddy i want to tell you i miss you i wish i would have got the chance to see you and for you to be my daddy for life .i know your watching over me and mummy i look to sky every day and see the bright blue sky i see you somewere there in the clouds .i love always daddy lots of love from your little princess xxxxxx
love you
hi babes i know its been a while since i left you a message im here now .i miss you lots and not a day goes by that i dont think about you your always on my mind day and every nite i sometimes cant sleep thinkin about you.it hurts me so much still feels like my hearts been ripped out.i think of all the good things w e did together and reminis on every thing .gona say goodnite sweet dreams my no1 man i love you nigel always yours stephaniexxxxx
hurts so much
something so hard
goes straight to the soul
it seems impossible to get over
and my heart is left a big hole.
Im trying to be happy,wearing a smile
but im dying inside
the world seems to be fading
and i just want to run and hide.
everywhere i go i see your face,
and realize how much i miss you.
and on the day you died
a piece of me died too.
whenever i needed someone to talk to
you were always there.
my eyes filled with tears,my heart filled with pain
and you were always there
there was no time when i had doubt
to come to you because
you were always there.
i could see in your eyes you wanted to help,and that you really cared .
whenever i was down and blue
you were always there
no matter my problems.or what was wrong
you were always there.
whenever i felt like nothing matters
you were always there
now your gone,and i dont know what to do
i close my eyes and think of you,and how
you were always there
its hard to look at pictures,and get memories of you
can you hear me now my no1 manxxxxxx
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